JinCurry

So, tomorrow is my 25th birthday. So exciting blah blah~ Thinking lately, I've realized that my lack of commitment is what's been holding me back. I've doubted myself for a really long time, listened to too much negativity, and kept searching for something new to try so that I wouldn't have to face failure. In reality though, failure is only when you give up. Even when something I do doesn't work out, it just means I need to try another method instead of changing the goal entirely. So, after going to school for fine arts, graphic design, engineering, cooking, and baking... Imma just do me. My one true love is my art stuffs. I'm pretty muc

It just completely hit me last night how I've barely drawn anything in over a year. The other day I was drawing a little and...I barely remembered how to draw. I just uploaded the few things I have done since I was last on DA. It's really sad. I almost feel like I don't know myself anymore. I've always thought of myself as being an artist. It was practically my personality. It was "who I am." But now I'm just...nothing. The last time I was truly motivated to create art was back in high school. After I graduated, after I went to college, something in me broke. I can pretty much figure out why. I've been ignoring myself for years, trying to m

So, yeah, I haven't posted in a while. I haven't even logged onto DeviantArt, except for maybe a few times where I looked at the massive amount of messages I had to go through and immediately went away. So I came back today and just...deleted all the messages :D :D :D I had over 1000 - it was just too much for me! In any case, I'm going to try to keep up this time or delete people I watch or SOMETHING. Cause this is ridic. My life is happy and joyous and I have a wonderful boyfriend and finally got a job...well, sorta. It's an internship and I don't go full time until late December/early January. Gonna post up some new art after this journ